it's for you dear

I know I can't be your prince charming
I know I'm not the guy in your dream with a white horse
I know I won't be that all
I'm only a little boy with nothing
I have nothing to be proud of
I'm nobody in this world
the only things that I can show to you is
my breakable heart with you all over it

This heart is only for you

even you wont do the same

I was a jerk yesterday but you know who I am today

I'll show you that I'm not the guy in your mind

I'll stay with you and still careless
No one will replace you in my heart
you said that you have no idea bout your heart
is that just another words for "I won't going out with you" ?

Now all you know is I love you and that's all I ever know

5W + 1H

I'm just an ordinary boy
I never have what I want
I live in super ordinary normal life.
I feel nothing,
the only thing i can do is screaming:

WHY ?

I wanna live in peaceful and happiness without misery.
I don't want to stay on this fucking bullshit world.
everyone just pretending.
No one live in reality for sure.
This life full of lies such as an opera show.
Why do I have to live?
Do you know the best hing in the world?

it must be not to be borned

WHO am I for this world?

I'm just nobody

I'm not Albert Enstein nor Thomas Alfa Edison.
I'm not Michael Jackson nor Elvis Preasly.
I'm not Obama nor Roosevelt.

So WHAT is the reason to still alive?

The only purpose for me just love
wondering someday I'll found her.
the girl that always be in my dream, my daydream

and also be in my nightmare to be saved.

The girl that take care of me.
The girl who be my princess and
the reasons for the teardrops.
I wish she is exist.

But WHEN?

All of these words are only in my imagination but
I keep wishing on a wishing star.
I keep wishing to Santa Claus.

to find you someday

But HOW it gonna be?

I am dreaming to be genious
I am dreaming to be joyful and
I am dreaming to be success.

But, WHERE's the place I can find those dreams to be true?

the only thing I can do is keep pretending

to be a man with a smile in his face :')

Cinta yang takkan datang

Aku menatap jam dinding.
Tik tok tik tok
waktu tak pernah berhenti
sekalipun aku berteriak "stop !"
detik detik pun tetap berlalu.

Tiba tiba terlintas di benakku
pantaskah waktu ini kusia-siakan begitu saja
tentu tidak!
Baru kusadari, aku terlalu banyak membuang waktu
yg tidak akan pernah terulang
hanya untuk memikirkannya

oh Tuhan, mengapa ini terjadi padaku?
Mengapa ia selalu hadir di setiap mimpi malamku?
Ia selalu hadir dalam sosok yg memukau
membuatku tidak ingin mengakhiri mimpi ini
membuatku berharap bahwa itulah kenyataan
dan membuatku sakit ketika tersadar bahwa itu semua hanya mimpi.

Semua orang berkata
untuk apa membuang waktumu?
Untuk apa berharap pada suatu keajaiban?
Untuk apa kau selalu memikirkannya?
Aku terdiam sejenak dan menjawab,
"aku mencintainya..."

puisiku

Matahari Senja

By: Mario Fredricko

Aku melihat matahari

Yang terus bersinar

Tak pernah berhenti bercahaya

dan tidak mengenal kegelapan

dengan segala kilauannya

bak dikau bersinar didalamku

dan takkan meredup selamanya